Bryt and I are both exhausted. I didn't sleep last night. I was up all night talking to the nurses and getting all my questions answered. I think it was the first night Bryt has gotten any sleep since we left here on tues. She has been going 24/7. I can't imagine how tired she is. She told me this morning the alarms were comforting and she was finally able to relax enough to sleep.
If you read my last post, you could probably tell that I am not handling this well. I have been trying to get through this with a smile on my face, but I had a small breakdown last night. I think I hurt some feelings and maybe made people fell uncomfortable. I feel guilty for it, but I also recognize that I am a mess and don't know how to control my emotions during this. I am sure other people have been in similar situations and you can't help but get frustrated at times. I slept for a couple hours this morning, so I feel a bit better now. Thinking a little more clearly than I was last night.
This is just hard, and when you are exhausted and stressed it doesn't make it any easier. I am very thankful for all of my wonderful friends and family. You have all made this so much easier. The women at our church have been bringing us dinners which has been amazing. It is nice to see people and visit with them for a little bit. I can't even begin to count all the things our family has done for us. I feel much better this morning. Michael has not improved at all, but Bryt and I are doing a little better than we were last night.