What is stable?

The doctors keep telling us he is 'stable.' I finally asked what that meant to them, because to me it doesn't mean being hooked up to tons of stuff and getting additional medicine and treatment. The nurse explained it in a good way, she said as long as his organs are getting the proper amount of blood and oxygen we consider that stable. Even though there are some kinks here and there and we have to keep tweaking things, his body is still tolerating everything good enough to get his organs everything they need.

We walked into the hospital this morning and Michael had been moved to another room. He is hooked up to a couple more medications and the pacing machine still. It was a little overwhelming walking into the room with all this electrical equipment, but me and Bryt both feel ok with everything today. It is starting to look like he will be in the ICU for a while. They were not able to pace him out of the flutter and gave him some more Sotalol. Yesterday they thought the Sotalol is what caused the heart rate to slow way down and back up the fluid into the lungs, but today they are thinking they want to give him one more chance at it since there was no definite proof it was the Sotalol. He is on a bunch of Morphine and doesn't seem to mind any of the stuff hooked up to him. But it is sad to see him in this state. You can tell he is just really drugged up, I can't imagine he is comfortable. He has an IV in his head, an IV in his right arm, a PICC line in his right arm, a feeding tube down his nose, pacing wires down his throat, blood pressure cuff on his leg, O2 sensor on his other leg, the heart rate monitors, EKG monitors, and last but not least the big Rhino face mask. It is hard to see him like this and I don't really want to post any pics of it. Some good news is the current flutter is not as bad as the one on Monday, the atriums(top parts of the heart) are beating at about 380bpm and the ventricals(bottom parts of the heart) are picking up about 200 of them. So his heart rate right now is about 200bpm. They really want to get him out of this arrhythmia. They are going to try pacing him again around noon after the Sotalol has been in his system a bit longer. Bryttney and I are doing ok, this is not easy to look at, but we are starting to get used to all of it. The doctor told us yesterday this was not going to be a quick fix and we needed to start preparing for the long road. It's hard to hear that, but now we can at least kind of prepare and not get our hopes up. We are glad this all happened while we were still here, if we would have been sent home, this could have been way worse.